I wanna hold you like the sky holds the sun.

EXACTLY ONE MONTH LEFT OF SUMMER!

2007-07-27T21:16:26Z

Then, El Camino. I still need to get my classes.
I think I will go on Monday or something.
Sometime next week for sure.

This weekend will be wonderful.
San Diego wih just Angelo and I.
Sea World! 2 hour drives! Low-on-C4$H!
Hotel room! Daiquiris!? One year "anniversary"!

SUMMER IS GOING GREAT!!
I LOVE IT! :) <3

P.S. I miss Meghan.
I KNOW YOU LURK MY SHIT, CALL ME.

If you hate me,

2007-07-08T09:50:13Z

just tell me.

I love these videos.

2007-06-08T08:18:08Z

II'M GOING CRAZY WITH NOAH SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME!

2007-05-31T23:55:44Z

My downward spiral is ending. The ride is over. The physicalness of the stress is gone. I got my final straw. I feel numb. I love being indifferent. Oh, freedom of apathy. I finally see the big picture clearly.

Tomorrow night! Volcomics @ the volcom store on la brea! Woo! Yeah!

PROM! PROM! PROM!

2007-05-07T09:56:51Z

I liked it a lot. I had a wonderful prom date & everything went right for me. After prom was fun too, Vivian's house and more dancing!
Here's a gillion pictures.

My aunt eventually put that thing on cause I couldn't do it.

AWWWWKKKKWAAARRRRDDD.

"ALFALFA SPROUTS!"

I do think we are rather cute best friends.

My girls be fly.

OMG! MEGHAN!

Mark, such a cutiepie.

OH SHIT! MS. MONSON!

I love him!

Quite lovely them girls look.

Lovers and friends, duh.

Wowoweewa

AHHH, I LOVE MEGHAN!!

Asians for prom king & queen?!?!

Get buckwild with the king!

"In America,..."

They are wonderful!

Paulina, givin' some love. ;)

We, are, cousins. Damn, Vivian.

Cutest black girl ever!

One day we'll rule the world.

My fine a$$ black girls.

Sup baby?

YAY!?!

2007-04-29T23:15:43Z

I found a prom dress, but I can't find my green paper to get my prom ticket & tomorrow is the last day to get a ticket. What the hell.
I need to find that paper, OH NO!
"WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO?! WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO??!"
fucccckkk.

oh a brighter note,

TAKE YOUR DAUGHTER TO WORK DAY!

What scares me most is where I will be and how I'll end up.

2007-04-24T07:42:29Z

On top of that, in a year and a half or less, what will I do without him?
Maybe I should kidnap you. Drive away forever. :]

Oh, I hope it never ends. ( cause we're the best of friends. )

( I'm just kidding about all of this. )
( Just kidding. )

SCHOOL NEEDS TO BE OVER GOD DAMN IT!
PROM IS AROUND THE CORNER! OH NO! AHH, CORNERS!
I HATE LIVEJOURNAL. ALL I WRITE ABOUT IS STUPID NOAH.
BUT THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE I LOVE HIM.
& HE'S LIKE, THE ONLY ONE THAT READS THIS.
BUT, I'M IN LOVE WITH XANGA. LOVE.

p.s. there's an ant crawling in my keyboard

WALK IT OUT!

2007-04-21T06:24:13Z

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA!!
HAAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
AHHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

IN RESPONSE TO NOAH'S COMMENT:

2007-04-12T11:16:34Z

UPDATE! also, you are not in school. which sucks, cause i'm bored, and have nobody. i am looking at your empty chair in 2nd period, and it goes well with my empty heart. alexis is presenting. haha. what a dweeb. you still suck. how many days have you missed already? does this mean we don't get to pull off a ferris bueller? was today your 5th day? are you gonna graduate? are you AIP eligible? can you go to prom? did you get your dress? did you pay your dues? did you finish all your homework? did you get science of sleep yet? did you watch the pursuit of happyness yet? when are we gonna hang out? why are you so lame? why do you always want to ditch? why do you smell like poop? why do you look like poop? why is the sky blue? why are we here? where are we going? what's happening? who are you?

RE:
I love you. I love you. I love you.

Your heart is not empty because I am always there to fill it!
Alexis is a dweeb.
I don't suck.
I've missed 3 days.
I don't know what pulling off a Ferris Bueller is because I've never seen that movie.
It was not my 5th day.
I am going to graduate.
I am AIP eligible.
I can go to prom.
I haven't found a dress and it's really stressssssful! :(
I did not pay my dues yet.
I did not finish my homework because I don't know what it is.
I did not get Science of Sleep yet.
I did not watch Pursuit of Happyness yet.
We can hangout whenever.
I am not lame. :[
I don't always want to ditch, but i have like 2 more days I think.
I don't smell like poop, you poob.
I don't look like poop.
The sky is blue because god is blue.
We are here because the one that put us all here wanted me to find you.
We are going to live together and have fun always!
We are getting older, which means we're getting sexier!
I'm Chelsey, your best friend, always.

chelsey_smiles @ 2007-03-24T17:57:00

2007-03-25T01:01:38Z

I love my best friend.
We're getting foxes.

P.S. I would like him as a graduation present.

chelsey_smiles @ 2007-03-20T02:01:00

2007-03-20T09:01:46Z

I don't like the way I am anymore.

MEGHAN MAKEOVER!

2007-03-17T10:47:51Z

It was lots of fun. We started with a haircut, that was bad at first, then got a little better, just needs, of course, a lot more adjustments! :) ( She likes it and that's all that matters. ) Then I did her makeup, it was so cute. She looked like such a older woman now! She looked super gorgeous. Then, I found out she wears the same size clothes as me! So I gave her some pants and a t-shirt and this is what everything came to...

makeup.

all together!

& I liked this picture re-enacting Eternal Sunshine! :)

These are too cute!

FAVORITE:

chelsey_smiles @ 2007-03-17T01:51:00

2007-03-17T08:54:20Z

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot, the world forgetting, by the world forgot, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned."

Good day today!

2007-03-16T06:22:08Z

SNAPgame.
SHEdied.
WHATtimeisit?
WHATnumberisthis?
i love it. :)

Del Amo mall & Galleria with Meghan & Noah.
I love them and it was fun. LOTS! <3

Half of my life seems to be going right, as of right now.

PROM = 50 days!
It's kind of stressful.
I wanted a dark purple dress, short, low back, but now I might want this bright green one, or this maroon one, or this purple one.
So hard. Everything sucks. I want to dye my hair. I want to lose weight and sign up for a gym too. I want to diet.
Well as far as prom goes, I hope it's one of the best nights of my life! :)

ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS, FUCK NARBONNE.

2007-03-09T04:27:51Z

01. Prom is at Sony Pictures Studio Backlot, OUTSIDE.
02. Graduation is NOT going to be at the Home Depot Center.
03. Prom tickets start at $80 at least.
04. No more, "Kings & Queens of the game". I kind of liked it.
05. No grad night the day of graduation, but a week before at Disneyland or the day after at some restaurant.
06. Shitty prom colors & theme. ( If anything, I hope it's black&gold/Red Carpet Affair )

Whatever though. Prom can be fixed with good friends, Noah, and ecstasy.
Graduation can be fixed with almost the same.
Prom tickets can be fixed if Noah buys my ticket.
Motto can be changed to a better one.
Grad night can be fixed with friends.
Our prom's going to be gay, but NOT.

What to do..

2007-03-06T10:57:01Z

I'm having trouble. I don't know which I want.

OR

OR

I am a dreamer and that's probably all I ever will be because that's all I have.

2007-02-27T07:07:35Z

Just wait for it.

I really should be sleeping,

2007-02-15T08:37:21Z

but I would much rather brag/write about my Valentine's Day. School was THE best! :)

Noah & I wore matching shirts again and all the black people would be like, "Aw, they're matching!" or, "That's so cute." or even, "That's tight!"

Also, because of my crave for another red velvet cream cheese cupcake, I decided to make some for the occasion. They were actually good.
I think/hope everyone liked them. I know Mrs. Sakahara did.

In second period, I was waiting for Noah's valentine gram that I bought him to come and when it finally did, it was so cute. It was just cheap carnations, but it made me happy, especially since I felt all bad about ruining Noah's surprise. ( hah! ) I ruin everything. The card on his flowers said, "Noah Andfido"! "Is it supposed to be like from a secret admirer?" "No, it's just Chelsey." Hahahaha :)

After-school was kind of eh, okay. I took the bus home and Angelo picked me up from the bus stop. When I was walking to my door, roses and a card were sitting right in front of it. They weren't from Angelo. Just kidding. They were, oh Angelo. What a cheeseball. I fell asleep for a good two hours then Angelo and I met up with his family at Lazy Dog Cafe to eat. The food was nasty and the service was gay, but it was fun. His dad is quite the joker and Anton was high.

Could best friends ever get any gayer?

chelsey_smiles @ 2007-02-11T23:48:00

2007-02-12T07:56:20Z

It's official. I'm going to El Camino. I wonder how I'll turn out. Hopefully it's marrying John Mayer. That would be wonderful.

chelsey_smiles @ 2007-02-07T00:36:00

2007-02-07T08:39:01Z

My clothes now are lame and boring, I need more. I get kind of depressed whenever I don't have something to wear. Weird, huh? I'll spend hours and hours in the night through the morning trying to find something to wear. Nothing's ever good enough. NOTHING! I bought some bright pink shoes today from Payless, but I think I might return them. I can never make up my mind. I still really would like to wear that dress. I just can't seem to find a way to make it work and it's really frustrating. I don't know what to do. WOMP WOMP WOMP.

P.S. go to Le Cupcake in Santa Monica and buy a red velvet/cream cheese cupcake. They are soooo incredibly good. They're like 3$ for one, but sooo worth it.

I bought this dress today..

2007-02-06T06:31:23Z

& it was cute when I tried it on, but when I got home and put it on again, it didn't look so cute anymore. I'm going to wear it to school tomorrow, I hope people besides Taylor won't make fun of me. :\

As for whatever happens to me,

2007-01-30T09:49:01Z

I wanna keep him forever.
& ever, & ever.

BESTFRIENDZZZ,DUHH.

I just want to feel this way forever:

2007-01-25T08:08:44Z

Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you.

Hi Noah & Vivian.

2007-01-24T09:33:00Z

Since you guys are gay & don't use xanga, I made a final one to read your shit when I get bored :)